Sol Nigerin theblacknesswe findthe light
To-Do List: April 201501-04-2015 It is the truth.03-04-2015 There is nothing quite as bad as incest03-04-2015 Heavens gate is like a dentists waiting room03-04-2015 The fish man has all the power03-04-2015 It has nothing to do with catholicism06-04-2015 A blank piece of paper is just as important as a full one07-04-2015 Your constellations are many and varied07-04-2015 Focus becomes so much more important when you can't see clearly08-04-2015 The future is not the end08-04-2015 The art of layering10-04-2015 Always living other peoples relationships15-04-2015 Making promises to mama15-04-2015 The feeling of knowing and actually knowing are different15-04-2015 When your love is the thing that holds them here17-04-2015 Hopeful for the future18-04-2015 Oh, the drop is real19-04-2015 Sometimes being is enough19-04-2015 It's a pigshead hat!20-04-2015 Beetroot or blood20-04-2015 A strange kind of heartbreak21-04-2015 Little and often21-04-2015 Keep the bracelet, give back the ring and the key2
Still Thinking About Youat 24i was toldby a 28year oldthat my friends marriagewould failthat i was too youngto understandfour yearsthat's alljust four yearsdifference"but a lifetime of mineand a lifetime of yoursthey're so different!you can't say ageis the onlyfactor..."she didn't listen.turns outshe's still learningjust like me
To-Do List: March 201501-03-2015 When books say the words you have in your heart02-03-2015 Gums that feel like glass02-03-2015 Heat rash a reminder of where you've been02-03-2015 Waving at train drivers02-03-2015 And then they were gone04-03-2015 She wears her skeleton on the outside10-03-2015 Making sense of other peoples scribbles10-03-2015 Hands like her mothers12-03-2015 Cats and orgasms13-03-2015 Whisky conversations15-03-2015 Pre-sneezing16-03-2015 A heavy heart is hard to hold16-03-2015 I know where my soul resides16-03-2015 Be something good17-03-2015 Nag champa and crickets18-03-2015 Figs and tea19-03-2015 In search of eels24-03-2015 The best sex she's never had29-03-2015 He dreams in watercolours
To-Do List: February 201502-02-2015 FCFB banana juice02-02-2015 Standing up like an old lady02-02-2015 Sleepy little suburb02-02-2015 My weeks revolve around thursdays06-02-2015 Laughter on trains07-02-2015 A goddess, poetry and a fallen angel09-02-2015 Propensity for density15-02-2015 Ask your mother about a black and white cat16-02-2015 Dogs at patting height16-02-2015 Pumpkin porn18-02-2015 For as long as it lasts because that's not forever18-02-2015 How many people are just people? or do we all have gods inside of us.27-02-2015 The difference between knowing and not knowing is tears
A Cat's Promisefor as longas it lasts
Mot Familiarwe will walkin the shadowstogetheryour lightand our darknessforever
To-Do List: January 201504-01-2015 She wakes up to hear the rain04-01-2015 A hand full of lube07-01-2015 Missing leather09-01-2015 Two words are better than three09-01-2015 The things we do for flapjacks13-01-2015 The sudden absence of rain15-01-2015 She sees the world through uv filters18-01-2015 Breathe through your emotions18-01-2015 Always crying on trains.21-01-2015 Jenny. Her name is Jenny.22-01-2015 So many pretty girls that she's never going to be.28-01-2015 Bed sheet imprints
It's Easy Pip!you just keep going.how else you gonna getto where you wanna be?
Our generationcigarette smokeandalcoholthe fumesembeddingin the wallcocaine linesin bathroomstalls:our generation,we have it allmisguided teens,with dying dreams(poured down the drainby languid veins)the clinking of glassesand racing hearts,we cannot stopwhat we did startit's all an escape- a sick paradox:we're runningfrom ourselves.
.in keeping aliveyour yesterdays,you are killingyour tomorrows
On self-loveMaybe whoshe really loves,is the nameof the boyshe thinks of,while she linesher chatoyant eyeswith charcoalmaybe the nameshe really needs to think of,is her own.
You said you'd burn bridges for meI broke my bonesinto sticksand stones-let thempile fora firein the endas I burned,the only answerI yearned:was it youwho litthe match?
9:58 amI saw you smokingin front of the churchon Sunday9:58 am,and I don't knowwhether servicewas over,or yet to begina milky hazefloating into thea i r,and with eachdiaphanous puff,I saw angel wingsf l y i n gtoward the heaven aboveand I only wonderedif you hoped Godcould save you fromyour addiction,or from whateverthe reasonyou started smokingwas.
just,What was she?
Yes, I Have a PenisYes, I Have A PenisDo not assume (if I hold the door for you),that I am making a statementabout your inabilitiesto open the door for yourself.If you hold it for me,I'll say 'thankyou'.Do not assume (if I pay for the meal),that I am underestimatingyour earning capacityas a woman.If you invite me out for a meal,you're paying.Do not assume (if I defend your rights),that I am belittlingthe attempts that you have madeto defend your rights yourself.If you defend my rights,I'll consider you human.
fun factI keep my shoes near:one can never know whenit's time to go.
GrowingThe friends I had,the memories we shared,the lessons we learned,the persons who cared.Words gone unsaid,the lives drifting apart,my school life ending,my true life given start.Regret growing inside,of the words left unspoken,the lives I wished to touch,my heart torn and broken.Those friends so far away,distant and grown mature,my memories beginning to fade,the life of my childhood a blur.A familiar smile,comes in to view,my eyes begin to open,thank God, it's you.
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